hell0z(:

today is an alright day.
except the atmosphere is not right.

i cant accept reality very much and still many things dont seem to sink into my mind. my brain seems to reject all cruel reality and although months had passed, it still makes me have the great urge to tear. but i controlled.

i know this wont work at all. one day, somehow, somewhat, all these cruel reality will still be repeated. but i just dont wish to accept it. i cant imagine what's going to happened after that. i really cant.

i'm being emotional and yes, i know. please let me be.

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alright, a big THANKYOU to sarah who kindly helped me and vonne printed out our f&n work ytd. thanks, you saved our life!~ ^_^

tmr's gona be a special day for *ahem*
haha, wait for the big surprise kays. i'm sure you'll love it. lol, i hope. :X

got a really big shock just now when i saw ivan's msn nick and what he say.
ok, because of the atmosphere today. but yup, small thing only la.

haha, &yup.. ivan really SUPER NICE. ivan, SEE?
tell him something only, he immediately go do.
and it's more important den homework. =,=

*ahem*, you know that we love you.
we=the few who always chat on msn+vonne.

yup, that's all.
tmr's approaching! ^_^

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